Ayo

Tonight I was confronted with being happy in my own life or keeping others happy and their lives easier. Tonight I chose my happiness. If you know me than you know that decision did not come with ease or hard feelings. However, I should have chosen myself in a better way because I did not handle myself with grace but I had finally had enough. This weekend has been insane for me because of family complications and working two jobs with everything going on is not easy or even possible. I need to be there for my family and not dealing with Sonic and all of the drama that everyone carries with them. The Sonic life is dramatic and there is always someone wanting to stab you in the back. Today I chose myself after I realized that they didn't know what they had. I was insulted by a hard core junkie and my life is in a lot better condition than hers. So to be judged and told that I was a lesser human being was not acceptable. So on my way out with my middle fingers raised to the air I couldn't help but to sing Ayo by Chris Brown in my head so deuces Sonic! Ayo!!