life isnt always easy

so lately i have been working my butt off, i work full time i am a server part time and a cook the other half, but when i cook i cook from midnight til 6 am all by myself. I am trying to get this manager position and there is someone competing against me, i know that i am close to being the manager but i cant deal with the competition. He is taking everything way to seriously it is just a promotion, it should not be something where you should get mad at a friend because they are trying to get it. im sad that i lost a friend but loosing him is making me push that much more into getting this job. Nobody cares more than i do and nobody has put in as much blood sweat and tears as i have. and being told that i am bad and that they would quit if i get it rips me apart. im sad to loose a friend this way.